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  • Published: 15 April 2025
  • ISBN: 9780593405512
  • Imprint: Dial
  • Format: Hardback
  • Pages: 368
  • RRP: $45.00

A Catalog of Burnt Objects





The powerful story of a girl struggling to figure out her estranged brother, a new love, and her own life just as wildfires beset her small California town—perfect for fans of Nina LaCour and Kathleen Glasgow

The powerful story of a girl struggling to figure out her estranged brother, a new love, and her own life just as wildfires beset her small California town—perfect for fans of Nina LaCour and Kathleen Glasgow

Seventeen-year-old Caprice wants to piece her family back together now that her older brother has returned home, even as she resents that he ever broke them apart. Just as she starts to get a new footing—falling in love for the first time, uncertainly mending her traumatized relationship with her brother, completing the app that will win her a college scholarship and a job in tech—wildfires strike Sierra, her small California town, forcing her to reckon with a future that is impossible to predict.

A love story of many kinds, and a reflection of the terrifying, heartbreaking Camp Fire that destroyed Paradise, California, where the author grew up, this is a tale that looks at what is lost and discovers what remains, and how a family can be nearly destroyed again and again, and still survive.

“Gorgeous worldbuilding [and] depth . . . Swoony [and] unputdownable.” —BCCB

"Smart and moving . . . beautiful." —Kirkus (starred review)

"Eloquent . . . well-drawn, realistic . . . Goes straight to the heart.” —Booklist (starred review)

"A thoughtful, hopeful tight-rope walk between first loss and first love." —Daisy Garrison, author of Six More Months of June

"Heart-wrenching and lyrical." —Jeff Zentner, author of In The Wild Light

“You can’t help but fall in love with the world inside this book.” —Helena Fox, award-winning author of How It Feels to Float

  • Published: 15 April 2025
  • ISBN: 9780593405512
  • Imprint: Dial
  • Format: Hardback
  • Pages: 368
  • RRP: $45.00

About the author

Shana Youngdahl

Shana Youngdahl is a poet and author who teaches writing at the University of Maine at Farmington and directs the Longfellow Young Writers' Workshop. One of her greatest joys is helping people embrace the stories they need to tell. Shana lives with her husband, two daughters, and two cats in Maine. As Many Nows as I Can Get is her debut novel.

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Praise for A Catalog of Burnt Objects


Praise and Accolades for As Many Nows as I Can Get:

A Seventeen Best Book of the Year | A New York Public Library Top Ten Best Book of the Year | A Kirkus Best Book of the Year

* "Grief, addiction, first loves, and traveling an unplanned road are among the many themes explored in this debut novel. . . . Heartfelt yet often sardonic . . . deeply authentic [and] marvelously complex. [A] smart, poignant story [that] readers shouldn't miss." —Kirkus (starred review)

“A daring, inventive story about love and loss and longing, reminding us that every choice can be a new chance. A dazzling, not-to-be-missed debut." —Kathleen Glasgow, author of Girl in Pieces

"You'll speed read through [it]." —PopSugar
“Plot twists and surprising emotional connections . . . John Green–like, intelligent and peppered with witty repartee. Recommended.” —Booklist
"Vivid." —Seventeen.com
"Mystery . . . Heartbreak . . . Hope . . . Readers will not be able to put this one down." SLJ
“A complex, compassionately written love story.” —Publishers Weekly
“Time is relative in this unique blend of romance and drama. . . . A definite purchase and must read.” —VOYA

"YA literature [is] about the moments when one state of being changes to another. In its structure and its story, As Many Nows as I Can Get is a perfect example of this sometimes bumpy, sometimes poignant transition." —BookPage