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  • Published: 10 November 2026
  • ISBN: 9780807026229
  • Imprint: Beacon Press
  • Format: Paperback
  • Pages: 248
  • RRP: $45.00
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My Name Means Fire

A Memoir




“I was riveted by this searing ode to the resiliency of the human psyche, rich in beauty and devastation.”—Melissa Febos, author of Girlhood

An unflinching and stunning memoir of an Iranian girl’s coming-of-age experiencing abuse, war, and superstition—and her survival through dissociative identity disorder

When she was a child, Atash Yaghmaian’s home life was unpredictable: a confusing mix of love and terror. Outside of her home, Iran was also on fire. Her reality of abuse, war, gender oppression, and religious superstition left her feeling unsafe everywhere. So, she left reality and disassociated into a place she called the House of Stone: a building in a magical forest full of peaceful creatures, kind talking trees, and volcanoes. Inhabiting this world are 9 beings, each different parts of Atash, who would be her salvation from the external horrors of her outer world.

Set against the backdrop of the Iranian Revolution, Ayatollah Khomeini’s regime, and the 8-year Iran-Iraq War, My Name Means Fire is Atash’s story of survival as she experiences tragic events including sexual abuse, a mother who subjected her to superstitious rituals, and the horrors of war. In chapters alternating with what’s happening in her outside world, her other parts—each named after a color—tell the story of her inner world, giving readers an understanding of what it’s like to be inside the consciousness of someone who is multiple.

Honest, powerful, and moving, My Name Means Fire is a bold narrative that challenges the stigma and misinformation around dissociative identity disorder (DID) and ultimately reckons with what it takes to survive.

  • Published: 10 November 2026
  • ISBN: 9780807026229
  • Imprint: Beacon Press
  • Format: Paperback
  • Pages: 248
  • RRP: $45.00
Categories:

Praise for My Name Means Fire

"Transformative . . . Atash Yaghmaian channels the power of her fiery name to illuminate a path toward hope and healing." -Shelf Awareness

"Yaghmaian’s dissociative world reads like magical realism. Fascinating, provocative, and deeply personal, My Name Means Fire offers an unconventional perspective that will challenge your thinking on trauma and survival." -Nina Darnton, author of A Perfect Mother

"I was riveted by this searing ode to the resiliency of the human psyche, rich in beauty and devastation" -Melissa Febos, National Book Critics Circle Award winner and author of Girlhood

"Atash’s writing lives in the strongest softness. Every page was a sensory experience—I could hear, see, and feel every scene. Her writing is alive, and I appreciate that so much as a reader and envy it as a writer. This is a beautiful book." -Bassey Ikpi, New York Times best-selling author of I’m Telling the Truth, but I’m Lying

"My Name Means Fire is overflowing with emotional honesty and grace about a condition that’s so misunderstood. Yaghmaian doesn’t just explain dissociative identity disorder—she shows how it was a lifeline, a way to survive the chaos and pain of abuse, neglect, addiction, violence, and the fear that comes with living through war. This memoir is full of hope. It’s also an open-hearted invitation to readers: to be kinder to themselves, the way Atash had to learn—through struggle, strength, and deep self-compassion." -Christie Tate, New York Times best-selling author of Group: How One Therapist and a Circle of Strangers Saved My Life

"As someone living with DID, I deeply appreciate the courage and vulnerability it takes to share your experience. Atash’s story in My Name Means Fire is raw, brave, and profoundly validating. For anyone with DID, or anyone seeking to understand it, this book is a compassionate and insightful glimpse into dissociation." -Olga Trujillo, author of The Sum of My Parts

"My Name Means Fire is a beacon that burns bright. With an artistry steeped in truth and tenderness, Atash Yaghmaian braids a story of horrors and hope, of ferocious courage and incredible love for her many parts. A triumph." -Molly Winter, New York Times best-selling author of More: A Memoir of Open Marriage

"A haunting memoir that excavates the weight of names, family mythology, and inherited trauma.
The prose moves between tender childhood observation and mature reflection, examining how family mythologies can define and confine identity across generations.
A powerful exploration of how family stories and cultural identity forge—and sometimes fracture—the self." -Kirkus Reviews