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  • Published: 1 September 2018
  • ISBN: 9780807075463
  • Imprint: Beacon Press
  • Format: Paperback
  • Pages: 224
  • RRP: $36.00

The Point of Vanishing

A Memoir of Two Years in Solitude



The Point of Vanishing is Into the Wild meets Walden -- a lyrical memoir for nature lovers and for anyone who has wondered what it would be like to disconnect from our hyper-connected culture and seek more meaningful connections.

Into the Wild meets Walden—a lyrical memoir for nature lovers and for anyone who has wondered what it would be like to disconnect from our hyper-connected culture and seek more meaningful connections

After losing vision in one eye and becoming estranged from his family and friends, a young man spent two years searching for identity in self-imposed solitude in the backwoods of northern Vermont, where he embarked on a project of stripping away facades and all social ties--and learned to face himself.

On a clear May afternoon at the end of his junior year at Harvard, Howard Axelrod played a pick-up game of basketball. In a skirmish for a loose ball, a boy’s finger hooked behind Axelrod’s eyeball and left him permanently blinded in his right eye. A week later, he returned to the same dorm room, but to a different world. A world where nothing looked solid, where the distance between how people saw him and how he saw had widened into a gulf.

Desperate for a sense of orientation he could trust, he retreated to a jerry-rigged house in the Vermont woods, where he lived without a computer or television, and largely without human contact, for two years. He needed to find a more lasting sense of meaning away from society’s pressures and rush.

Named one of the best books of the year by Slate, Chicago Tribune, Entropy Magazine, and named one of the top 10 memoirs by Library Journal

  • Published: 1 September 2018
  • ISBN: 9780807075463
  • Imprint: Beacon Press
  • Format: Paperback
  • Pages: 224
  • RRP: $36.00

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Praise for The Point of Vanishing

"Out of sudden and profound loss, Axelrod has drawn a haunting, tender memoir that grips like an emotional thriller. The Point of Vanishing is raw, exquisitely written, and full of poetic insights. This is a big book about big truths that matter to us all. It delivers a message of hope and strength, and reveals what is most human in our most unspoken yearning for something real, something true."
--Bella Pollen, author of The Summer of the Bear (Atlantic Monthly Press, 2011)

"Deeply alive and exciting and nuanced, a story of injury and years alone in the woods, The Point of Vanishing is all about what it means to see, and how we might ask ourselves to see differently--to live differently in our own bodies, and in the world...Powerful and ineffable, it feels like a blessing."
--Leslie Jamison, author of The Empathy Exams