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  • Published: 4 July 2023
  • ISBN: 9781776953400
  • Imprint: Penguin
  • Format: Paperback
  • Pages: 240
  • RRP: $22.00

Catch a Falling Star




Jamie Orange is careening out of control the closer he comes within reach of his dreams - the powerful, frenetic, heart-stopping winner of three YA fiction awards!

A fifteen-year-old reaches for stardom as he slides into psychosis in this multiple-award-winning novel for teens.

New Zealand Book Awards Young Adult Fiction Award 2024
NZ Booklovers Best Young Adult Book 2024
Storylines Notable Young Adult Fiction Book 2023


Francesca – known to everyone as Frankie – has scored the part of Princess Fiona in the forthcoming musical production. Even though Jamie Orange has missed out on the part of Shrek, he’s happy: The day I found out I was a donkey was one of the best days of my life. He may not be Frankie’s leading man on stage, but he can still try to win her heart.

However, all is not well with Jamie. He can’t sleep, he can’t stop his thoughts: My brain was still wired, racing around in circles or spirals or – gah, it was driving me crazy. If only there was a magic switch so I could turn it off.

Bouncing between exultant highs and terrible lows, what will happen when this rising star starts to fall?

Capturing events leading to Eileen Merriman's bestselling Catch Me When You Fall, Catch a Falling Star stands tall on its own merits as an unforgettable must-read for teens and young adults.

  • Published: 4 July 2023
  • ISBN: 9781776953400
  • Imprint: Penguin
  • Format: Paperback
  • Pages: 240
  • RRP: $22.00

About the author

Eileen Merriman

Eileen Merriman is an award-winning New Zealand author of 14 novels for teen and adult audiences. Her intense and boundary-pushing books range from slow-burn thriller to dystopian science fiction to gripping medical drama, and have been variously published in the UK, Germany and Turkey as well as optioned for film and television.

Her debut YA novel, Pieces of You, was published in 2017 to much critical praise. The NZ Herald described it as ‘so compulsively readable it's hard to believe this is [Merriman’s] first published novel’ and poet and reviewer Paula Green wrote that it was ‘the kind of book you want to read in one sitting because it is so breathtakingly good…that will stay at the front of my mind all week and longer’. It was awarded a Storylines Notable Young Adult Book award and was a finalist in the Young Adult Fiction category of the New Zealand Book Awards for Children and Young Adults.

Nine more novels for young adults followed in quick succession, ranging from contemporary realism to a science fiction trilogy and a spinoff series, and these cemented Merriman as ‘an author to watch out for’. They featured in the Storylines Notable YA Books lists and Merriman was a regular finalist in the young adult fiction category of the New Zealand Book Awards for Children and Young Adults. A Trio of Sophies was also a finalist in the teen category of the Ngaio Marsh Awards for crime fiction in 2021.

In 2024, after several shortlistings, Merriman’s Catch a Falling Star won the New Zealand Book Awards Young Adult Fiction Award and NZ Booklovers Best Young Adult Book. A standalone novel exploring the backstory of a character from Catch Me When You Fall (2018), depicting the 15-year-old’s rapid spiral into a mental health crisis, the judges praised it as a ‘remarkably authentic portrayal…superbly written and frenetically paced’.

Merriman’s four works for adult audiences are populated with university students and young professionals and have been described as straddling a ‘new adult’ audience. Moonlight Sonata (2019), a deft exploration of a taboo relationship and intergenerational legacy, was longlisted for the Jann Medlicott Acorn Prize for Fiction 2020. Literary journal Landfall noted the author’s ‘gift for character drawing and, even more, for landscape painting. What seems “utterly real” is, of course, a very clever web of fabrication that draws us into conundrums we might never have been asked to contemplate’. The Weekend Herald praised Merriman’s skilful crafting and propulsive narrative – so much so that ‘only the most disciplined of readers will put the book down and turn the light off at a sensible time of night.’

For the Silence of Snow (2020), Merriman drew on her extensive medical background (she works as a consultant haematologist at Auckland’s North Shore Hospital) to write an ethical drama about addiction in the medical world. ‘Merriman is an instinctive storyteller with an innate sense of timing’ wrote Nicky Pelligrino for Newsroom. ‘There's a misconception that if a novel is easy to read then it must have been easy to write. If anything the opposite is true…paring a story to the essentials – an engaging plot, authentic characters, a world that comes alive – takes real craft.’ The Spinoff’s Catherine Woulfe declared that she ‘could pick Eileen Merriman’s writing anywhere…a particular minor key that rings across each page, clear and sharp and quick’.

Her third novel for adults, Double Helix, was hailed by Newsroom’s Steve Braunias as ‘one of the 10 best novels of 2021…a love story and a tearjerker and a blazingly topical examination into assisted dying’, while The Night She Fell (2024) was a return to psychological suspense – ‘Everyone is talking about this book’ said Pip Adam in RNZ’s Book Critic and Patricia Bell wrote, ‘I literally couldn’t put the book down…a big tick for Merriman from me. She joins the high-calibre group of established and emerging crime and thriller writers in Aotearoa.’

Merriman lives in Auckland with her school-aged children and husband.

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Praise for Catch a Falling Star

This is Eileen Merriman’s thirteenth novel in seven years, and a prequel to Catch Me When You Fall, her second YA novel, published in 2018. Merriman rarely stops for a break; she’s also a consultant at North Shore Hospital, ideally placed to write about medical conditions with authority. And so she does. . . Catch a Falling Star brims with a restless, flickering energy. . . . In Catch Me When You Fall, Alexandria’s relationship with Jamie takes centre stage and his thoughts are inaccessible to the reader. This prequel fills that gap, providing the reader with Jamie’s point of view and revealing much more of his personality and struggles. Merriman has grown as a writer since she wrote the sequel. Catch a Falling Star is tauter, tense and convincing. It’s Jamie’s story – dark, bookish teenage drama.

Erica Stretton, Aotearoa New Zealand Review of Books

Why did this novel hit the nail for me so beautifully? It is character rich, the voice of Jamie so gripping, the dialogue on point, the pace of the narrative sweetly judged. On the one hand, you are caught up in heart-in-the-mouth vulnerability and decision making; it makes you care and it gives the narrative depth and complexity of heart. But it is also complex because it is rich in reference. . . . Catch a Falling Star is a sad, contemporary, thought-provoking, must-read story that revives you no matter how little sleep you have had! The word I take with me is hope, the image I hold is two teenagers bonding over books and coffee. Utterly riveting! Utterly humane.

Paula Green, NZ Poetry Shelf

From the very first pages, I was caught up in the manic pace of Jamie's life and mind as he tells his story in first person. He's very likeable, funny, clever, sweet, and chaotic. He's incredibly creative, but also his own worst enemy and I could almost feel his racing heart with all the Coke and coffee he consumes. Revelation of mental health problems in his family concern Jamie, but he doesn't ask his mum about it, who is already at her wits end with his erratic behaviour. But his spiral downwards is so gradual, his friends and family almost don't catch him in time. He is the most surprised by his fall out of anyone, after denying there was anything wrong over the past few months. This is almost painful to read as I watched his self destruction. Exams, the musical, his new relationship with Frankie. It was all supposed to be a bit crazy, wasn't it? His denial made everything even more real on the page. Catch a Falling Star is the Prequel to Catch me When You Fall, which I will be seeking out soon. It is the only Eileen Merriman YA novel I haven't read and I'm really looking forward to following Jamie's story. Merriman's skill in drawing me in never wanes. Her writing is so skillful, precise, and authentic, with engaging characters and narratives - every novel is a pure treat. (This novel has been approved by two specialists of mental health in young people)

WhatBookNext

Eileen Merriman is one of Aotearoa New Zealand's literary shining stars, with a prolific output of novels for young adults and books for adults. I've read most of her YA books and particularly love the contemporary stories which feature very real characters in recognisable situations. Seen regularly in the finalists of the New Zealand Book Awards for Children and Young Adults and Storylines Notable Books lists, Merriman has a talent for writing books which move along at a good pace whilst reflecting real lives and issues. They must be such a great find for young readers who can see themselves and their peers in the pages of her books. That said, there are a good few trigger warnings to be aware of with suicide, self-harm and sexual assault all present and hopefully presenting opportunities for conversations and openness. But there is also friendship, young love, parental concern and lots of passion for music. . . . Another thought-provoking, realworld read for young adults by this very able writer.

Crissi Blair, Kete Books

Catch a Falling Star, expertly written by Eileen Merriman as a prequel to the highly regarded Catch Me When You Fall, had me in tears. This book is well-written, with language and plot that are easy to digest, but with themes that are anything but. I will admit that I have not read the sequel, but once I have composed myself, I absolutely will. . . . The characters are real, they make mistakes, and they say the things we have said, the things we wish we had said, and the things we wish we hadn’t. Throughout the story are characteristics specific to Aotearoa/New Zealand. These hints are so carefully placed and described that they become recognisable enough to locals, without forcing a sense of exclusion on the oblivious reader who didn’t grow up there. The realistic imagery and descriptions build authenticity to the story, especially the precise and truthful descriptions of struggles with mental health, something that so many readers can relate to in some way. The fast pacing of the story works in two ways—it makes the novel easy to devour, but it also reflects the pace of Jamie’s thoughts and how tiring it is for him to try and keep on top of his racing mind, as even the reader struggles to keep up. While there are a range of themes in this book, the main ones centre around struggles with mental health. This is tackled incredibly well for a book aimed at younger teenagers, dealing with these problems gently and yet without sugar-coating. This book is also about growing up and the differences between adult problems and kid problems. . . . If you enjoyed Eileen Merriman’s other books, such as Invisibly Breathing, I would absolutely recommend this book as it is written in much the same style and deals with similarly huge issues in manageable ways. For slightly older readers who read All the Bright Places, Catch a Falling Star has a lot of the same realness and relatability and explores similar themes, but does so in a slightly more accessible way. There are a few brief sexual scenes, and while there are definitely some potentially triggering themes of mental illness, sexual assault, and suicide, I think this book is hugely important and I would recommend it.

Stella Weston, The Sapling

Jamie's story is a brave and topical read that many young people facing low self-esteem and mental health challenges may appreciate.

Melissa Sparks, Magpies

[A] remarkably authentic portrayal of the complicated and endearing teenage protagonist’s escalating mental health problems

Judges, New Zealand Book Awards for Children and Young Adults

Awards & recognition

Storylines Notable Book Award

Awarded  •  2023  •  Storylines Notable Young Adult Fiction

New Zealand Book Awards for Children and Young Adults

Winner  •  2024  •  Young Adult Fiction Award

NZ Booklovers Award

Winner  •  2024  •  NZ Booklovers Award for Best Young Adult Fiction Book

NZ Booklovers Award

Shortlisted  •  2024  •  NZ Booklovers Award for Best Young Adult Fiction Book

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